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Monday, January 16, 2012

Wake up look me in the eyes again
I need to feel your hand upon my face
Words can relay nice
They can cut you open
And the silence surrounds you
and hunts you
I think I might’ve inhale you
I could feel you behind my eyes
You gotten into my bloodstream
I could feel you floating in me
Words can relay nice
They can cut you open
And the silence surrounds you
and hunts you
I think I might’ve inhale you
I could feel you behind my eyes
You gotten into my bloodstream
I could feel you floating in me

The spaces in between
Two minds and all the places they have been
The spaces in between
I tried to put my finger on it
I tried to put my finger on it
I think I might’ve inhale you
I could feel you behind my eyes
You gotten into my bloodstream
I could feel you floating in me
I think I might’ve inhale you
I could feel you behind my eyes
You gotten into my bloodstream
I could feel you floating in me


Friday, January 13, 2012

life's been incredible

people are shady

but all is grand

it's a journey


Monday, January 09, 2012

This will be my first post ever on an iPad. It sure is amazing h ow technology just gets crazier n crazier each year.
Anyways I haven't had a reflection on a day type post in a long time. So this is gonna b one of those. I practiced late from 8 to 1130 last nite wit Blackman n aya. I strained my ankle a bit, the left one, not the one I hurt for awhile. Anyways, I thought I may be out for a few days seeing as how I could barely walk right n my shit was swellin...but I checked in wit my doc today n everything was straight. He cracked my neck n it felt amazing, realigned my shit, got my ankle back all cool n helped me out wit my shoulder. I owe him my life. I thought I was gonna take a break that day but nope, ended up goin to tbc for a minute. All I did was warm up n do push ups. The atmosphere was wack so I cut. I wasn't planning on practicing that day anyways. So I hit up Randy to work out. We fuckin got it in. We went to his basement dojo n started workin out n stretching, doin my own version of aiding therapy with wrist weights...then we ended up playin stacks n finally break in. I could only do power n freezes...but it was good. Had a creative session. All in all, we ended at 1130. That was five hours. It felt really good cuz we we're pacin right.... It was dope as hell. Definitely gonna do more of these again soon. I feel amazing. Typing trhis iPad is makin me feel retarded so ima stop. Nothin like a good ol keyboard to spill my thoughts out to. At least this shit got auto spellcheck. I thought I was goqnna type more. Oh yea, I was. It's just too much of pain in the ass with this iPad, I lost all my inspiration now to elaborate on my summarizing thoughts on my walk back. Oh well. Fuggit. Goin hard tmrw. Life is beautiful. Ok I'm not gonna not type about it so here it is. While I waited. For my doc I went out to a neighboring park I never explored. It's one of those Taiwanese parks where mad old Asian people smoke cigs n play board games, n talk shit. So I went in, it was actually pretty nice. I started doing my own version of qigong wit wrist weights, as a bunch of old volunteer or extremely poor Asian men were sweeping the floor of leaves. I thought to myself, how futile a task, this whole park was umbrella'd by trees...then I thought to myself, maybe they have nothing better to do. My sweeping the leaves gave them some kind of therapy cuz they know there would be leaves there every morning. I looked around n realized there were alot of bums, old people n cripples n people with mental issues. Some lady was talkin to herself. A sad old man was giving me this weird eye contact the whole time...too bad m Chinese sucks, I'm usually pretty open. It was a weird place to get a peace of mind. I went there cuz thee surrounding places were too polluted to get a breather to do calesthetics..n I wanted a peace of mind. Well.. This park does a mighty fine job of providing some kind of comfort. I tried to imagine myself as 80. N sitting there. I would be sad too. The world is changing so fast, there is no room for the sick and dying. Maybe I Would pick up drinking n smokin wit the folks as well...who knows. I'm tired, fuck updating on an iPad. I'm out.


Sunday, January 08, 2012

it's been a truly enlightening experience, this time around in taiwan, to say the least. i've been reading alot. condioning my body through only low impact exercises and building my powerbase up...but when i do break...i go SLOW. i dont want to miss a thing. i feel incredible. like im' fixing my body every single day. i been trying to listen....n exploring....learning and trying new things. this fusion of knowledge has been pulsating through me. i'm patient, i'm open. in a way, im' stuck in a conundrum, in that, i know i could get the most out of my day n body if i worked alone...but at the same time, it's been a real treat exchanging knowledge with my folks. i guess there's a ying and a yang to every situation. i feel so alive. i'm growing more and more each day. been incorporating shaolin exercise ideas, stances, and handstyles...along with some things i've learnt from the book a borrowed from cheddar. hate to say it, but i got inspired watching A's bboy interview. it can only be a good thing though. gotta drop the ego n stop being competitive all the time. i feel like i could use what he said against him, but oh well, there's that competitive side spiking out again. it ain't a bad thing, respect where it's due is all.

i've been morphing. i really should videotape these practices....maybe i'll buy a camcorder today.


Tuesday, January 03, 2012

http://www.vivekananda.net/PDFBooks/KarmaYoga.pdf



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